Job Trouble

Well, I guess many people use this blogging thing to complain about their feelings and I don't seem to be turning out any better. I am distressed over money issues and it seems to me that I am never doing enough for every one to be happy with me. No matter what I seem to be screwing up with something different every day. Today I am not sure what to think about my job. I told them I am under strict doctor's orders not to work Swing or Grave shift but the boss has me posted from 3-11 twice already this week and what is up with no notice of the days I work until the day of or day before. I am supposed to get a full time schedule and at least one week ahead of time. I feel like I am taking it up the ass and being lied to that it is pointing somewhere else but for some reason I go along with it anyway because I need the money. It's a damn good thing I am not a prostitute sometimes. Other times I think it just might be an easier way to make money. What really distresses me is that we need to get out of this place and get our business off the ground. I hope what we have been doing this week will help. I may be looking for another job soon if my boss doesn't start keeping his promises. He has broken far too many already.

Still Sick

Hi,

Today I am still sick and still feel like crap. I am a bit annoyed because everyone wants me to do something and I only wish to do nothing. Too bad that creates conflict. Hubby wants to work on the business and is mad at me every time I watch TV so I am on the computer. I like being on the computer. Too bad it takes too much time. All my friends wish to spend time with me and I am still sick so I can't. I want to spend time with my friends but I also have a messed up schedule at work so I never know when I am working and when I am not. My boss insulted me the other day by telling me there is no work for me and then insulted me again by asking me to work on Thanksgiving after treating me like shit this pay period. I will get one crappy pay check this time and we will all suffer for it. I wish my boss would just do what he promised already so I my mom doesn't loose her place because we can't afford to move out yet. Hubby really doesn't like it here and we do not like taking so much from her. Anyway, I should probably help hubby with the business now. I hate working.

My First Blog

Hi Everyone!

This is my very first blog ever and my first time on myspace so go easy on me. Ok I know what you must be thinking, "How the hell could you be 23 years old and have NEVER blogged or been on MySpace? This is 2007 for goodness sake!" Well, I really don't have a good answer for that one. My husband doesn't think that much about it and thinks that I am wasting my time right now. I know that I always do better when I write in some sort of a diary so I thought maybe if I blog and people like what I say then I will actually stick with it and keep writing. Maybe.

So anyway, today is the day after Thanksgiving and the whole household is sick. We feel like crap. Wow that just summed up all day. That was quick. Unless you want to count the part where I slept then ate some leftovers but that doesn't sound very interesting. My past is a lot more interesting then my present but I was thinking of putting all that in a book. Ya think people may sort of like a story about my fucked up life? I dunno. I mean right now I am in the same jam every one else is in BROKE! We have now way of supporting ourselves in the bay area because the living wage here for one person is $19/hour for one person who is living in a tiny studio with only the basic basic needs met like eating nothing but beans and rice, or Little Cesar's Pizza. I make $12/ hour and have 2 of us to support so the only way to servive is with Mom or lots of roommates crammed all together and still none of us can keep our head above the water so down down we all go in to debt hell. This is a story that most of you have probably heard a milllion times already so like I said my past is full of more interesting crap to tell you all about.

Too bad that will have to wait until the next entry or so cause hubby is really bugging me to watch a xmas movie with him.