Hi to you all. I am now single and homeless as of May2, 2010. For the last few nights or so I have been doing my best to find places to crash perhaps at least on a once in a while bases. I already have every Tuesday covered but I am still working on setting up other days with other good people. I have been finding creative ways to stay fed when possible and certainly have been keeping up with hygene since that is important to me to stay clean. I have sent out so many resumes I have lost count. So far the favorite one that I applied for is to work as an in house caretaker for a disabled person who needs help in exchange for a room and $11.50/hour. That would by far be the best job for me right now since I know much I just love to help and care for people. I try my best to be easy to get along with and do not like to cause any problems. I would rather be a part of solutions instead. Any way I really hope I do get that job or one just like it cause I am willing to work my ass off for a place and a job to stabilize at least some part of my life since I am now single and out on my own with nothing but my car. God or whatever higher power you believe in bless my car!!!
I have reconnected with my sisters in the last couple days and they are good support as well as getting along better with me. We understand each other. So far my very near and dear friends have been extremely helpful and kind to me through all this. It is quite a process to de-integrate all of our stuff that has accumulated over the last six years or so. We didn’t get together everything over night so separating it all will also not be done over night. I am doing my best to hold it all together and take things one day and one step at a time. As of May 2 I have no real plans other than to look for food and some semblance of a roof over my head each day. I will be going from place to place and hopefully after not too long I will get a job and hopefully a live in type job that doesn’t require a Dr. or Nurse degree. I am great at CPR and First Aid and have studied extensively how the human body works but I am no nurse or doctor and there has to be someone out there who will not hold that against me. I did at least go to college.
I want to let people to know that they do not have to worry about me or feel bad that I am going through a divorce and homeless alone but I will be needing help from others along my way. If anyone can help in any capacity no matter how small or big I will be completely grateful of all of your help and look forward to paying back and forward your kindness to me. I just do not want my pain to cause anyone else pain too but know that I love you all for caring.
And for those who will be there I will see you all at Baycon this year near the end of this month. I am going to try to volunteer as a Gopher since I am so broke but you all know me so I am gonna go no matter what so I can say hi and thank you all for everything.
