Why/How I Am Now the Bad Guy. Goodbye Family

I think I may just have to turn into the bad guy in this case...And no, none of you really want to know, but still....big sighs. What must be done, must be done for the good of all, for the greater good or the lesser evil.

Though I do understand that choosing the lesser of evils is still Evil, so that makes me the only one strong enough to do the right thing and become the bad guy. I am truly sorry it must be this way, truly.




I am doing something i swore I'd never ever do. I am doing something i promised would never happen. But oh is it so nessassary. I should have done this back at Christmas when I saw her hit him... hard on the head. Why did I wait this long? Why has no one else told the social worker truth? Fear, Fear, fear is the only excuse but it is not good enough. I must put an end to this distruction, I must or forever hold my peace which has been greatly dissrupted by all this shit

I am reporting my neice and nephew be removed from my sis-in-laws care. and yes that is the evil I speak of. This will gurrentee that any ties that i may have still had with that family after the divorce is now severed forever.

I am truly forced to say goodby by doing this
I should have done it back in December

I was too full of hope then

I was too scared then

I was too fucked up my self back then

still i use the words, should have

and it will cost me greatly. I will also suffer. I am the only one willing to reap such consequences

they will ALL hate me

they are at my mom in laws house able to kill her at any moment with just one tiny kick to her stomach. She could be gone in a blink of an eye. How dare i leave that place bc someone offered to feed me and mom said to go away now i was no longer needed?
how dare I? Even though they were asleep when i left at 1am how could i go?

I could use some prayer....ok loads and tons of em

I must stay srong, not let this kill or distroy me, I must pull through this and it will make me stronger.

As of today I may no longer have ANY family for what I am doing but if i dont, more lives could be lost & mine matters not. Children come first, mom is worth it even if she dissagrees. I am truely sorry.

I must stay srong, not let this kill or distroy me, I must pull through this and it will make me stronger.