This week or so

I got to hang out with my little sister last week. It was fun. We went to Monterey to her friend's house. We all played disc golf. I was not too bad at it. She had to go to the college for some appointment then we had food with her friend. Later on one of her friends made us dinner. It was really nice of her. You know when I go back and read my blog sometimes I feel I sound real stupid. So, anyway after dinner we watched a movie and I got drunk for the first time. I don't think I was drunk enough though because I didn't do anything out of the ordinary. I felt numb physically, and dehydrated. We had rum and coke. I had a bit of trouble walking but I was relaxed enough I could do the spits. I was mostly just over heated and tired. It wasn't all that much of an experience. It took quite a bit to get me drunk and I sobered up way too fast. I didn't puke and I didn't have a hangover in the morning. I was only needing water.

I have had trouble with my job this week. The paycheck they sent me got rejected at the bank for some unknown reason and I had to jump through a bunch of hoops to get them to issue me another one and I am still not sure if they did it correctly. I also should be getting another pay check sometime on Monday but this company has a habit of giving out late checks. They only give me two days a week to work and at 10 dollars an hour. The two days are on the weekend too so I am missing everything I am invited to. I can't even go to a friend's girly sleep over party, or the sun devils outing, or the dinner party at another friend's house that I missed already. I am so missing out but this is the only steady hours I can seem to find. It is pathetic for all the schooling I went through to get my AA degree. It is not like I am stupid or anything. So why are people not hiring me? I blame the job market and people who are willing to work for so little so they are setting the bar for the rest of us.

In order to fix this huge mess I am in with all the debt that comes from poor jobs and all the lack of food and everything that is important I have made a website with my resume and stuff all about me. I don't know when it will be up and running but when it is you can be sure it will be on my MySpace page.

I am still happy that I got to meet John Barrowman but the shock of it is wearing off a bit.

I wish this society didn't make it so difficult for people to live. Life is so much more complicated than it has to be. We could make it so much easier on ourselves if we wanted to as a whole, as human kind.

I am still putting together ideas, notes and research for the book I will be writing in November. I am both excited and scared about how it will all turn out.

Now it is time to watch Penn and Teller: Bullshit