Kurt and Work

Well, if any of you have gone to my You Tube page you will find I am obviously obsessed with Kirt Nilson. Among my top favorites is "Push Push", "Hunting High and Low", "Here She Comes" (only I'm pissed that someone took that one off the site so now I can't find it.), "Day After Tomorrow", "She's So High", and "Hallelujha". But, of course, I like them all.

I actually have been getting hours so that is why I haven't written in a while. I am now at this new site all by myself and for some reason I feel a little less safe without a company radio. Since I seem to be taking care of many of the problems for the company while on and off duty I may as well have a radio of my own so I can at least have one with me at a site like this. At least the last place I was stationed at alone there was people who lived at the apartment complex to walk by so I wasn't compleatly alone. I know it is nuts to be nervious about being alone but I am and I do not like it much. Hell, I hope my boss doesn't read this, it could jepordise my hours and I still need more. Maybe I am only antcy because I am nearing my time of the month again. Gee, I hope I get another job soon so I can have both or something that workes better than this.

I have been getting more and more upset about being broke but at least there I know I am not alone. I wish there was at least one investor to help us start up our small company. You could not even imagin the difference it makes in me to know that I have succeeded in this thing. It would be like night and day with my attitude. I seem to be scared of everything this week. I wish I knew why.