I actually wrote this one yesterday but forgot to post it so I don't really remember what I wrote and don't care to read it at the moment but the following was part of what was going through my head yesterday at work:
As an actor type personality I have the tendency to be very in touch with my feelings and display them accordingly. I have learned that it is the job of established actors to show what other hide in themselves. I try not to hide anything inside to begin with. It all just seems to come out to sit right on my sleeve for all to see. I am thankful for the training I have received over the years as well as the lessons life has taught me so far so I now rarely have the need to feel angry anymore. Such a large difference in me from the way I was before but still expressive just calmer with less worries.
I am once again unsure if I am making any sense since no one really tells me one way or another. That is fine with me, I will just second guess myself to death until I figure out how to be more confident when I am stressed out.
When I get stressed out like today I listen to music and in just a few seconds of a cool song and I feel better. I am so easy to cheer up, please, and make happy it makes some people wonder about me. I have far too many interests.
Right now I am listening to Rebirth, Skillet
Caffeine helps too. I had a Mt. Dew at lunch
Back to work I go.
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