Too Much

I have been furthring my education about grants, loans, and real estate investing. There is way too much information about it all! What gets me is tat the majority is so much shit. All that filtering just to get to the good stuff takes way too long. At least I have found some good stuff and I am glad I have already been educated on some matters of the subjects or I'd fall for some of the crap out there.

What really gets me though is that the program we came up with for our corporation is a real idea that is diffinatly possible and certianly NOT one ounce of a scam yet it sounds like one because we made everything so simple for the people working with us they can't believe we would do all the work and still WANT to pay them their return or what ever is their part in the contract. We want to because we get a piece out of the whole transaction too they just do not understand exaclty how. People, does it really matter to you how? Well it matters to me how because everything MUST and I do mean must be 100% legal for our company to be a huge as we are setting it all up to be.

We didn't just pull this idea out of our asses! We've been really hard at work for the last two years creating the concepts and building the foundation our company stands on. This is no small thing we are doing that is why I am so broke all the time. Everything in us is going to our efforts to help others so we can help ourselves. I sure as hell hope you all get that message through your heads. WE REALLY DO CARE!!!!! We must care in order to make this work for everyone and we want to care. It is who we are.

In real life I am a horrable lier ask anyone who knows me well. I just can't do it. Sure on stage I am fake. I am playing a character not myself. I change the outside not the inside. The roll on stage is supposed to stay on stage. I am me in real life and refuse to be anything else but myself. I wish to lead a happy life so doing or saying anything wrongful would compromise that happiness. Not going to happen. At least not knowingly.

I love everyone too much. Everything is just too much. My head is far too full of too much stuff. My room, too much stuff. My life too much stuff. I only wish there was a better and faster way to filter out all the crap in all those places we have in our lives. I seem to have only a few tools to use that may help.