Shit Thoughts

Actually New Years Day

You ever have a day where your thoughts just swim and whirl around in your head and you have no idea what they are doing there? Yeah, me neither. I just wanted to see if I was- I mean you were sane. Yeah, that's right hehe. I don't know where my head is right now only that it is as full of snot as my nose. So my thoughts are jumping all over the place. Random shit time. If any of this makes sense let me know. It's not supposed to but you never know. Have you ever tried to blow your nose, cough and spit up crap, dry your watery eyes, find and pop in a cough drop and keep your head screwed on straight while driving? Yeah, me neither (yesterday). I tell ya it is not safe to drive while that friggin sick. Sometimes when I am awake in bed trying to fall asleep my brain decides it will turn on now. Random thoughts and images just pop in there of their own accord. Babies, pink, bubbles, ketchup, shit, diapers, a yellow bus, a big scary monster, cheese, cartoons, butterflies, a museum, butts, horses, brown, leaf, tree, tree, tree tree, tree, line, line, line, line, movie, Jason, John, Johnny, I gotta pee, what the hell now, I need to fuckin go to sleep, hmm fucking, would that put me to sleep faster, I don't really care, what about my bills, what about them, I DON'T WANT THEM SAM I AM! I WILL NOT PAY THEM SO DAMN! I love life but sometimes it sucks. I think it's kinda supposed to though so we learn shit or something. At what point are we done learning some of those lessons if that is the case. My ear hurts. I'm tired. Good Night. You know they say that how your New Years day goes is going to reflect onto the rest of your year. If that is true then I will sleep, drive, and be very sick all year.